2014 Dayummm...

Well... people it's been some what two years since my last blog post and it's now officially the year 2014 and I'm 20 years old... Gosh I AM GETTING OLD! like Really old....I still feel like a kid on the inside though.. just filled with glee and fun...But anyways.. It's good to be back seeing the many postings of my dearest cousin... my brother from another mother -my lover gay soul mate bromancer- has inspired me to maybe give this blogging a go one more time as he said it improves his writing and I haven't been per-say indulging myself into ANY FORM OF ESSAY WORK... AT ALL ! So without further adieu.. I renounce myself of avoiding this blog and henceforth from this day onward the 13/2/2014 to commence blogging once more!

Well lately life HAS been a drag, I spend most of my days literally rotting, wasting away.. Fiddling with the rusted strings on my guitar... I guess I'm just at that point in life where everything is moot.. not much seems to be going on and I'm not much involved in many things either. Though dreams of writing songs and producing music had to go out of the window... I mean the cost of just doing a recording was such a pain in the bum bum... per track is rm500! And honestly if I was working that would be no issue but I wasn't and yeah didn't want pull out any more cha-ching from my parent's wallet. So it's been pretty much just living my days one at a time, but hey I'm heading over to Ipoh for the weekends that's DEFINITELY gotta be something to look forward. Gonna miss that son of a gun once he flies back to Aussie but fear not for I will be joining you soon my brother! Hopefully at least...  Oh ya! I'm also looking forward to beginning my UNIVERSITY days! Hahahaha! Seriously who would've thought someone like ME! The supposed failure and drop out of 5 schools manage to pull it off and enter a University and not just any! MONASH! I got in... Will likely be taking Bachelors of Communications.. but parents are still humping on my back oh so slightly that I should consider entering law... Honestly it's not much of an issue if I did do law I had plans at first but from much advice and much informative talks from my cousin I found Media and Communications is EXACTLY what I want to go and feel like doing and I prayed to God back then during my Australian Matriculation days that I would attain a fair Average enough to enter Monash for Bach of Com... Low and behold I manage to obtain the average just by the neck... my mom asks me to pray for a sign from God whether to go into Communication or Law and I was thinking only today of the incident I mentioned above about my AUSMAT days and I think it's probably ad likely what God wants me to do... My only fears of entering this other than the sheer joy it's something I'm gonna enjoy studying this is the future in terms of job security or career aspects and prospects especially in a nation like Malaysia where the Media industry is still new and growing compared to most Western countries whom have companies like Google and Facebook etc.

But one thing I get to personally say is this that though I may not show it I truthfully trust in the God Almighty, that as long as I put my life before I need not fear of whether I can make ends meet or not but just as long as I trust him, keep his word and carry my cross daily. Nothing can be against me. THAT I believe. I mean come on seriously I got kicked out of 5 schools the supposed kid that was gonna SERIOUSLY be a garbage man is now in a University, and I do try everyday harder and harder to be a better testimony in his name.

NO CREDIT GOES TO ME BUT IT WAS ONLY BY THE HANDS OF GOD ONLY AM I ABLE TO BE WHO I AM TODAY. 
Well.. here is to a future that we hope holds many amazing things. :) Cheers.

2012... I'm 18

Wow... 18 already... 2012... life isn't short that's for sure... Fuh... since when was the last time I blogged... took a trip down memory lane today looking at old posts... Damn I talked a lot... xD Well I saw how I first started listening to Slipknot and from there it build up my hype for Metal... today I listen to stuff ranging from Lamb of God till Maiden till Metallica till Pantera... etc etc. Well.... 4 years has passed since I started this blog... looking back now...4 years seems really fast... with all the problems.. the chaos... the changing school to school... you'd thought it'd be short.. but damn... time sure pass fast... Well this is my final year for education... as in schooling education... O Levels... yea I long dropped out of SPM figured I was too f*cked up to take it anyways.. Well it's my last chance... and so far these few months I haven't been doing what I'm suppose to I guess... fingers glued to the guitar... Gah.. gotta stop that... eyes glued to the laptop... (NOT PORN) Seriously... not all the time anyways.. haha... but yea... Time I buckle up I guess... this is my one and only chance... and last... haha...

Now about girls... where do I began... The last girl I talked about on this blog was this girl which I never mentioned her name... Anyways... thinking back at all these girl problem... me and my friend Yuan Jia have faced... I look back to think how foolish we were... Hui Chee... Suetyiang... Caroline... Evelyn... Esther... Weng Yee... Mei Yee... I look at it all... I think... how foolish we were... trying to be involve ourselves into such commitment... I'll admit that I still get the occasional heart throbs when I see this certain girl... but I guess... I now know... it's just not the time... I don't regret dating... I learned a lot.... that I can now share with my younger brother... but... I regret those time and money wasted on such little things that will never last... Well... Times changed I guess...

Anyways... I hope I get to do this more often as I realize now.. blogging... I get to keep memories of the past and learn ever so often from them... and Good news... I plan to finish Simply Simple after all... xD Wish me luck that inspiration comes... I haven't had that for quite a while... ^^

Question and Answers

The toughest that I can ever find hard to answer is this

"What do you have that other guys don't "

Now here's a few ways to answer it which I find pretty fun to do so and it's ht e best way to score...

(I'm 50/50 on these answers don't count on them too much)

1) To a person you like you answer like this..

a. Anything you want me to have hun...

b. Whatever pleases you... that's what I got...

2) To a person you don't like...

a. Anything you don't want me to have... that's what I got

b. Whatever makes you wanna jab me... shoot me... kill me...

Have fun answering and asking! and see what kinda responses you get! XD