Last Post of 2009

Well people... today is the last post for 2009...

Had a great year.. With PMR ... girlfriends... and all..

It was a year that was memorable.. a year that I will not easily forget.. but well remembered...

haha...

Lalety.. haven't been able to blog la.. xD

A lot in mind.. didn't know to decribe...

Well good news is this.. next year.. I'll be going to Pure Science Class people! Weeeeeeeeee! yay!

haha

and also...

I am in waiting... xD for some one special..

Well good year ahead.. all the best to my friends.. and a Happy New Year !

Love last

Is it possible... that you know a person for 2 or 3 days..
and tell them you love them ?

Well.. If you say 'yes'..
I can tell you.. that ain't true love...
That is what I like to call.. 'lust'..
I have to learn this lesson the hard way...

It is possible to tell a person you love them 2 or 3 days later...
but..
The connection isn't there..
You are telling your self you love that person... but in your heart...
I don't think so..
You are just desperate if you say this is possible..

You want true love?
Then as I said.. 'Patience is a virtue'
Find a girl... or guy..
Make friends..
and get close... build a bridge together...
Treat her like a sister or him like a brother..
Always be by his or her side..
Then one day... she will realize.. that you have been so nice to her..
and then only do you confess..

That is what I call.. 'Love last'

Lost

Time has passed...

My presence is slowly fading away...
I am no longer important..

I'm losing everything I have...

Friends are leaving my side..
I'm losing my sanity..

Insane you may say I am turning..

"Stone by stone..
I shall fall..
Bit by bit..
I shall fade..

A broken Glass...
I will be..
Shattered to a million pieces..

Blown by the wind..
Into nothingness..."

This is what I have become : " Nothingness.. nothing in the eyes of people.."

It's my birthday again...

Well..

It's the time of every year of my life..

My birthday..

18th December...

Last year (2008) was a total disaster..

The day before my birthday..

My girl friend broke up with me..

So the next day.. was like a "force myself to smile" celebration..

This year..

Yuan Jia has changed... He no longer cares for me as much as last year..

He will only attend my birthday.. if his girlfriend is going...( his girl friend is my recent ex.. so if she goes I probably wouldn't wanna go myself.. cause she HATES my guts really bad xD)

Unlike last year.. he tried to cheer me up..

And Kah Tsin..

Not to say he can't make it la..

but he is tired from his trip and he will be going to Church camp 15th till 17th...

(Probably too tired when he comes back.. so let him rest la..)

Church friends can't make it either.. cause MY church camp is from 16th till 19th..

Kenneth might not be able to make it too..

(Mostly not) due to some school thingy..

The only person that MIGHT ( I said "Might" so it's an 80% not a 100%) make it..

Is Ee Yen...

If she can't make it...

I'm off to Kuantan to work then... and maybe hug my pillow and cry in misery..

that's probably how I will celebrate my birthday.. xD

Well.. Cheers to all those people who can't make it..

Have a blessed holiday..

Christmas is coming!

Chirstmas is coming people! WOO HOO!
Have a good jolly time preparing..
Bring your trees..
your balls
and your stars!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

And your presents! xD

Shakespeare ROX !

A Shakespearean thought came to me today...

"To be is not to be..."

My definition based on this quote is...

To be something... you ought to to not be something else...

You wanna be good.. then dun be bad..

you wanna be bad.. dun be good..

His words are so simple.. Yet so meaningful..

Cool rite???

xD