Last Post of 2009

Well people... today is the last post for 2009...

Had a great year.. With PMR ... girlfriends... and all..

It was a year that was memorable.. a year that I will not easily forget.. but well remembered...

haha...

Lalety.. haven't been able to blog la.. xD

A lot in mind.. didn't know to decribe...

Well good news is this.. next year.. I'll be going to Pure Science Class people! Weeeeeeeeee! yay!

haha

and also...

I am in waiting... xD for some one special..

Well good year ahead.. all the best to my friends.. and a Happy New Year !

Love last

Is it possible... that you know a person for 2 or 3 days..
and tell them you love them ?

Well.. If you say 'yes'..
I can tell you.. that ain't true love...
That is what I like to call.. 'lust'..
I have to learn this lesson the hard way...

It is possible to tell a person you love them 2 or 3 days later...
but..
The connection isn't there..
You are telling your self you love that person... but in your heart...
I don't think so..
You are just desperate if you say this is possible..

You want true love?
Then as I said.. 'Patience is a virtue'
Find a girl... or guy..
Make friends..
and get close... build a bridge together...
Treat her like a sister or him like a brother..
Always be by his or her side..
Then one day... she will realize.. that you have been so nice to her..
and then only do you confess..

That is what I call.. 'Love last'

Lost

Time has passed...

My presence is slowly fading away...
I am no longer important..

I'm losing everything I have...

Friends are leaving my side..
I'm losing my sanity..

Insane you may say I am turning..

"Stone by stone..
I shall fall..
Bit by bit..
I shall fade..

A broken Glass...
I will be..
Shattered to a million pieces..

Blown by the wind..
Into nothingness..."

This is what I have become : " Nothingness.. nothing in the eyes of people.."

It's my birthday again...

Well..

It's the time of every year of my life..

My birthday..

18th December...

Last year (2008) was a total disaster..

The day before my birthday..

My girl friend broke up with me..

So the next day.. was like a "force myself to smile" celebration..

This year..

Yuan Jia has changed... He no longer cares for me as much as last year..

He will only attend my birthday.. if his girlfriend is going...( his girl friend is my recent ex.. so if she goes I probably wouldn't wanna go myself.. cause she HATES my guts really bad xD)

Unlike last year.. he tried to cheer me up..

And Kah Tsin..

Not to say he can't make it la..

but he is tired from his trip and he will be going to Church camp 15th till 17th...

(Probably too tired when he comes back.. so let him rest la..)

Church friends can't make it either.. cause MY church camp is from 16th till 19th..

Kenneth might not be able to make it too..

(Mostly not) due to some school thingy..

The only person that MIGHT ( I said "Might" so it's an 80% not a 100%) make it..

Is Ee Yen...

If she can't make it...

I'm off to Kuantan to work then... and maybe hug my pillow and cry in misery..

that's probably how I will celebrate my birthday.. xD

Well.. Cheers to all those people who can't make it..

Have a blessed holiday..

Christmas is coming!

Chirstmas is coming people! WOO HOO!
Have a good jolly time preparing..
Bring your trees..
your balls
and your stars!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

And your presents! xD

Shakespeare ROX !

A Shakespearean thought came to me today...

"To be is not to be..."

My definition based on this quote is...

To be something... you ought to to not be something else...

You wanna be good.. then dun be bad..

you wanna be bad.. dun be good..

His words are so simple.. Yet so meaningful..

Cool rite???

xD

Emo + Fun = ?

Ok... so here's the thing...

Those who wanna comment bad about this..

just SHUD UP!

k ? : )

so...

Me band nak jam... but...

Can't find time and place... cause no transport..

So my friend came out with GOOD

VERY BABI GOOD Idea..

Online Jamming..

Tee Hee~!

YAY!

So I wanna write emo song.. for FUN!

Emo + Fun = ?

[Please comment your answer xD]

haha... So holiday plan is going...

Hong Kong!

For 5 Days!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Gonna have TONS and I mean TONS of FUN!

hahaha!

Enjoy your holidays too PEEPS!

[OMG getting lamer xD]

Random Subject Time

Today, I have nothing to say.. haha..

nada...

so I will tell you my favourite type of music..

I'm a very random person..

I listen to all types of music...

From Jazz to R&B...

All...

But still...

I have my favourites... xD

I am a rocker... honestly.. You may say I'm indecent, Imature but the music.. just moves me..

(Not In a Satanic Way 'lol' )

I really love it...

List of bands I like : Green Day, Sum 41, AC/DC, Slipknot, Nickleback, Good Charlotte,

Blink 182, All American Rejects and Bunkface.

But of them all..

AC/DC is my favourite..

AC/DC ! YOU ROCK!!

Tee Hee~!

I end this post here people..

Till Next Time!

Shit Rainbow Story

Today Ee Yen... had a great thought...

When you think about something super.. you tend to get colourful imaginations..

Then..

After a while.. you get tummy aches...

Then you go to the toilet and shit out ALL the colourful imaginations such as...

RAINBOWS!

And at the end of the rainbow there is a POT OF IRISH GOLD Nuggets!

Finger licking good... (Slurp) Said Ee Yen.. With a thumbs up!

Then the shit goes to the sewers and the rats eat your colourful shit... and they oso poop out COLOURFUL SHIT TOO! Said Ee Yen

( Ee Yen's point is... Rats eats your shit.. then poops it out... then the ants eat the rat's colourful crap... then poops it out again.. the colourful crap attracts flies which cause bigger MUCH MORE COLOURFUL POOP... then the dung beetle live a happy life in a colourful crap... Anyway.. Ee Yen's real point is.. Shit can be colourful when you eat colourful lollipop.. that's how the beetle got wonderful houses... Seriously.. this is all Ee Yen's Words

[4 Thumbs Up~! Plus Leg]

Anyway... once more.. Ee Yen's REAL point it.. Although you try hard to think of all the colourful imagination you won't shit out colourful shit.. "Dream on COLOURFUL CRAP !!! NOBODY IS GONNA SHIT YOU OUT... Tee Hee ~!" xD ) Yours Sincerely : Ee Yen & Wilson

[ Wilson thinks: This is all CRAP... xD ]

Open Minded or Shut Tight..

The thing that has mostly kept coming to mind.. is something I can't tell... My mind is now really confused up... I oso dunno what's going on most recently... But the only thing or Clue I can say is...

Patience is a Virtue.. And my only to hope... I have no other way to achieve this...Thing.. But to wait and be patient and the good news is.. The boredom I'm suffering from is helping me lengthen my patience... so my limit is actually a long way to go... haha..

Alrite.. I'll tell... lolz..

There is this girl... I have liked for a long long long time.. though I have tried other girls (MY, SY, JM, JY, HC) but none seem to fit her... her way of character.. her way of clothing... her style... her words... everything about her to me is... PERFECT... but.. I dun think she will ever know that... so my only hope is patience... just wait.. and hope that one day she will repay me with the kindness I have given her...

Shopping With EY!

Yesterday Went shopping with Ee Yen ! WOO HOO!

hahaha.. had tons of fun...bought a new cap as you can see from the pictures... Though wish Ken were there... Anyway.. Learned Ee Yen's Favourite word.. 'yet'... meaning.. soon... going too... Which somehow entertains and excites her...

We also watched "Jenny's Body" OMG She is SO hot... The movie isn't actually horrifying just
thrilling... hahah....

Well till here it seems I end the post.. so till next time.. CIAO! xD

Mick Thompson

YO!

Lately I've been listening to this band...

haha

The band is actually a Metal band...

Hardcore Rocking y'know..

So I listened to 'Sulfur'Introduced by my brother...

The guitar Solo was really really really GOOD!

Omigosh!

By Mick Thompson...

Here are some pictures...

For guitar lovers... Do listen to his solos... really good... xD

Tee Hee~! Ciao

News of the day.

Phew!

I feel the breeze man..

By the way people, listen to blog song...

REALLY good... xD

haha so Holiday has begun d ...

Weeee...

Actually happy to finally be relief... Of being something I'm not...

It feels GOOD!

haha... though people will start calling me names...

like bitch, f***er, Asshole, and so on...

I dun mind...

Haha it's a relief la that I've finally becoming my true self... my true image...

A nerd...

I'm tired of trying to be a gangster... being lala and so forth... not saying it's bad... but..

It's just not me... haha...

Oh and another thing, this is to few people who experience this

If you have a friend that comes to you only when he needs you... but never comes to you when he doesn't... Forget about him... Dun even talk to him wasting your time only la... haha XD

alrite..

that's it from here...

Ciao..

Tee Hee ~!

PMR is over..

Finally the day we have all been waiting for...

The ending...

The beginning...

Ending of stress..

Worry...

Study...

(for the time being)

Beginning of

Freedom...

Fun..

xD

Judgement day has been overcome...

It is over...

HahA ! xD

Let Life Sway...

In life...

Don't pressure yourself too much...

Take it easy..

Let it sway..

And you'll be surprised...

Things...

Come easy...

haha..

The mind see what it wants to see..

The mind think what it wants to think..

So sometimes...

Think out of the box....

haha...

Set your mind free...

Chill... You think things are hard...

Then it will be...

But if you think it's easy..

It is..

haha

You think today will be a bad day...

Everything that happens you look at the bad side...

You think it's good day...

You will look at the better of things..

As I say : "Do not let life get the better of you, get the better of life... "

Tee Hee~!

The Day Before PMR a.ka Judgment Day

Judgment day...
PMR...
It's finally here... the test that will affect my future...
If I dun do well...
Career gone...
Future gone...

3 A's is the Minimal...
6 A's is the max...
haha... Well is all depends tomorrow 7/10/09
Wish me luck...

Once more..
Will have confident
Will get A
&
Will have will....

Tee Hee~!

The Last Few Days Before PMR

Oh My God!

Similiar to panicking...

Who am I Kidding...

I AM PANICKING!!!

PMR!

ARRRRR!!!!

But confident to do good....

xD

Courses...

Exercises...

Will come in handy...

I Am SurE!!

Now mind damn blank... [04 /10/09]

hahah...

Motivation speech was really helpful...

Laughter and Chocolate will help you recap...

haha somehow it works for me...

Will Do Well!

Will Get A!

Will Have Confidence!

&

Will Have Will!

Tee Hee~!

Something new...

When girls are emo...

sad.. depress..

And you as a position of a bf...

At this age..

Dun bother them at all!

Once you talk to them...

They'll ask you to break with them cause don't want you suffer and all...

Like that la...

So an advice is... remain clam and cool...

Let them come and find you... Ignore them for a while...

And they will come to you...

Finding L...

Love can happen at any moment...

Finding is the hard part...

But for me the hard part is over....

I have found some one....

Who is willing to care...

Appreciate what i have to give..

The care the love...

The attention...

Some one I have achieved without the help of any one....

I am so happy...

PMR is 2 more weeks...

After the 2 weeks...

Freedom and love will come from this special girl...

Won't say name..

It's a secret...

Tee Hee~!

Couz On Youtube!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcRIpGJ8ooI
(Ipoh Micheal Jackson - Beat It)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vv1p6_NUCwM
(Ipoh Micheal Jackson - Bad)

Check it out... Me couz doing MJ style on Youtube!
Copy Paste link
or
Just scroll down and see the first 2 vid on the video bar...

Tee Hee~! xD

Embracing PMR

PMR is getting closer...
Excitement for the ending...
Nervous for the beginning...

haha...
Preparation are obviously done...
But still... Worried might not do well...
3 A's is a definite on hand...
But I need 2 more...
Geo And Sej...
haha...
KH... oso can la...

xD

Pray hard and do my best that is all I can do now...

To be something

Don't try to be something you're not..

Trust me you will not like it..

You are not a gangster... Don't try and be one...

I mean.. think about it..

It will not benefit you...

maybe temporarily it will...

by upgrading your status in school...

But think of your future!

You throw your life away

JUST LIKE THAT!

To gangsters...

I have nothing to say myself...

Because I tried to be one myself..

But I realize that I can't...

And then I realize...

I was so immature..

You shouldn't do the same...

haiz...

Thoughts Keep coming..

Again and again...

Thoughts keep coming...

Well today something came up..

You are what you make yourself to be...

Don't blame anybody at all..

I use to have a theory...

When you do something bad...

God is gonna punish by making bad things to happen...

Well that's not true...

I have donw a few bad things...

But they don't always bite back...

Sometimes they do...

So still confused about this topic

xD

But for now...

I'll settle for not blaming anybody for bad things that happen to me...

Tee Hee~!

Sudden realization...(positive)

To think of it...

why bother so much about love...

I mean...Teeenag..

you're just A TEEN?!

And you wanna talk about love...

As malaysians we barely understand the law of physics at this age...

and we wanna talk about love...

What is this?!

But...

A good friend told me...

If you dun have 'puppy love' now?

When will you...?

It's good to be an experience...

I tell this to myself...

Love at this age...

Na-da...

No such thing...

So to guys...

Don't be desperate...

Wait..

And you'll see...

You couple now at school...

I tell you... you see only the ones in Malaysia...

Work hard go overseas..

You see more...

and then you'll regret being stuck to one...

Tee Hee~!

I'm happy I had this realization before it's too late...

Glad...

P.S To girls.

Don't feel bad... You'll feel the same way when you get stuck with one guy and you go overseas you meet the hot guys... Like Brad Pitt and all...

Tee Hee~! xD

Friends...

Friends...
Are hard to find in this world...
There are people who say they are your best friend...
When they only need you..

When they Don't...
erm..
well.. they give a shit about you...

And there are people...
who are always there for you...
but they are still humans...
So they do tend to get pissed at you..
so chill and let it cool for a while...
then they will talk to you... and care for you once more...
those are real friends..
I respect...
I love these people...

They are part of MY family...

It's for you to decide which one you are...
Think of how you have treated me these pass few years..
maybe months...
maybe weeks.....
Then decide...
Don't ask me...

Haha...
I won't say.

No love, Nobody, Nothing to say

Well my life has been going on so negatively...

It is getting closer to PMR...

And I still can't get a girl..

I wonder why...

Wait!

I know...

I'm an Asshole...

A real big fat one...

Who seems so foolish and stupid...

Annoying.. etc.

Well it is a fact...

I'm either too late... too fast or plain ugly...

Maybe I'm all..

Yea i'm all...

Like i said..

"No Love, Nobody,

So I have nothing to say..."

Sudden Realization

Hey PPL!

Just DISCOVERED SOMETHING!?

I'm UGLY!?

If that ain't true..

Why would some girl choose some other guy over me...

When I wasted all my FREAKING energy to be with her...

But she still chose him...

Him who did nothing... But just follow her every single day...

Well... facts are facts...

It is comfirmed...

I am ugly...

Eragon 2 (Eldest) No Out.. T.T

Damn...

Eragon 2 AKA Eldest Will not be coming out...

Cause the first one sucked ass!

They better get a better director

script writer

The whole movie making crew in fact !

Darn..

Sad la...

But still keeping a bright thought that Percy Jackson The Movie is coming out.

YiPEEE!

Banana or Lala ???

A thought came to my mind today...

I'm turning into a banana..

(And for those who dunno what 'banana' means...it means a Chinese who doesn't know how speak chinese...)

Lately, majority of the language I use is English...

but I am still able to read and speak chinese...

And as for most of my friends know... I speak better English than chinese...

So I'm confused...

Is this good or bad?

Am I leaving my kind...?

Or tuning a new leaf?

Am I a Banana or a lala...

Confused...

A new lesson... And an advice...

Another thing I've learn which is a fact...

Girls.. are sometimes great liars...

They in fact are so creative at it...

A great example is this..

When a guy asks for relationship with a girl...

The girl doesn't want to say 'no' ...

So, she creates some CRAP up... like..

'I dunno' [To give us hope like still possible]

or

' I just want us to be friends' [After that, continuing day treat us damn cold...]

I know you want to make us feel better... but what you dunno is...

HOW MUCH THE GUY REALLY LOVES!

AND YOU WON'T GIVE US A FREAKING CHANCE!

YOU JUST WANNA SAVE YOUR REPUTATION

OR DEPEND ON YOUR FEELINGS!

WHY DUN YOU GIVE THE GUY A CHANCE AND LET HIM SHOW

AND YOU MIGHT TAKE A LIKING TO THIS GUY

AND THEN BUILD THE BRIDGE ALONG WITH HIM

but you decided not too...

Speechless...

Funny Pics

Check this out.... hahahaha !

Lesson Of Love

I think... Love.. can't so easily be reached

and get...

You have to earn it...

Especially the current generation...

I've seen so many girls dump boys..

Just because...

No feel...

So break...

Starting have feel like gila babi crazy...

After a while... bored... say no feel..

just break...

And further more.. didn't care about how the guy feels...after break...

And you wanna get a girlfriend...

Same... ain't so easy... you can love a girl... like CRAZY!

but... if she no feel...

no point...

Haiz...

After so long... i now only realize....

Here Are Some Jokes...

Mommy, Mommy! What happened to all that dog food Fido wouldn't eat?

Shut up and eat your meat loaf.

---

Mommy, Mommy! When are we going to have Aunt Edna for dinner?

Shut up, we haven't even finished your Grandmother yet.

---

Mommy, Mommy! I hate my sister's guts.

Shut up and eat what's put in front of you.

---

Mommy, Mommy! What is a deliquent child?

Shut up, light your cigarette, drink your whisky and deal those cards.

Reasons computers must be male

1. They have a lot of data but are still clueless.
   
   
2. A better model is always just around the corner.
   
   
3. They look nice and shiny until you bring them home.
   
   
4. It is always necessary to have a backup.
   
   
5. They'll do whatever you say if you push the right buttons.
   
   
6. The best part of having either one is the games you can play.
   
   
7. The lights are on but nobody's home

Sorry for eating the peanuts

A man visits his aunt in the nursing home. It turns out that she is taking a nap, so he just sits down in a chair in her room, flips through a few magazines, and munches on some peanuts sitting in a bowl on the table.

Eventually, the aunt wakes up, and her nephew realizes he's absentmindedly finished the entire bowl. "I'm so sorry, auntie, I've eaten all of your peanuts!"

"That's okay, dearie," the aunt replied. "After I've sucked the chocolate off, I don't care for them anyway."

Percy Jackson Movie... OUT!

Percy Jackson Movie Will Be OUT!!!

Feb 2010!

WOO HOO!

http://teaser-trailer.com/2009/07/percy-jackson-and-the-olympians-movie-trailer.html

Click this Link for that trailer....

HGL ( Happy Go Lucky )

Trials is over it seems..

WOO HOO!

Further more, My Percy Jackson Book 5 is finish... I read it in like 3 Weeks... fastest ever in 15 years...

DOUBLE WOO HOO!

Yuan Jia and Me FRIENDS AGAIN!

TRIPLE WOO HOO!

Sunny from KK will be coming back to KL every Weekend... to visit!

4x WOO HOO

HAPPY GO LUCKY!

Friends are leaving me...

Friends are leaving me one by one...
First Yuan Jia...
Cause some one did a mistake and he blames me... i dun blame him.. maybe it was my fault...
but my pride doesn't allow me to admit it...

Second my KK friend Sunny left to JB
coz his mom go there work dad... he was like a brother and great friends....
I will remember him that way...

hz... sad...

Anger

To tell you.. sometimes...
My words can just plain be crap... when
I'm so angry at some one i'll say things i dun really mean...
But what else can i say...
Angry la deh...

So understand this...
Nonody is really mean...
Just angry..

H1N1 on the rise... RUN!

Last week... news came in some 'pendidikan khas boy' got H1N1 ...
And Today more news came from our principle that the 'pendidikan khas' boy passed away...
DUE TO H1N1~!
GOD~! SCARY-NYA!
Government still want us take PMR...

Student starting Monday wear mask d lo...
told mom... she say maybe dun go school till PMR...

Another set of news came from TV...
the cure for H1N1 is out on the market.. i think...
Something like that...

Damn this disease is starting to piss me off...
and the sad thing is...
The Girl i Love dah kena... and this other guy that likes her which is my best fwen...
whole day was sticking to her...
Damn pissed... but whole day she like kept passsing out... falling asleep... touch her forehead...
burning hot...

sad...
Will be praying for her...
Get well soon...
My Love....

Friends Are A'Holes...

The friends i have are pretty much assholes..
When you need they are never there...
when they need you
you are there...
And when you want their help ...

Depend on mood then only help...
and sometimes my friends get pissed at me and just ignore
I dun even F@#CKING KNOW why they are angry...

And then they abandon you like you are shit..
and when they need help they treat you like gold...
but once that precious gold lost it's glitter..
It's useless...

You went all the trouble to sacrifice for them... and help
But there was no appreciation...
Instead after 2 or 3 days... they treat it like nothing happened..
gave them comfortable hospitality..
Treat it like nothing has happened...
Emotions that i wanna let out.. are always ignored..
But when they need to let out their emotions...
I have to listen...
Well from this i learn..
Never trust anyone... Be a loner...
Life is best that way...

You know what..

F@#K MY FRIENDS
HELL WITH THEM!
THEY DUN DESERVE SOMEONE LIKE ME!
I DESERVE SOME ONE BETTER THEN THESE ASSHOLES !

This is a message to ppl who have read this blog and think their life is like me

IGNORE THESE PEOPLE!
YOU DESERVE BETTER!

And to my friends whose reading this..
I give up on you all..

I treated you like a part of my family
and you treat me like SHIT!

End of the line... It seems...

The Past... The Road... Your Life...

Today was Perlantikan Pengwas 2009...
I was in that event 1 year ago...
It was phenomenal..
And this year i can't even enter to see it..

This were what i could've have been...
But i chose another path...
The wrong path which lead me so far away from them...

Regrets...
Pain..
hz...
Sad isn't it...

From there my life was already ruined...
It ends here...

Thinking Of YOu...

Thinking of you every day
I can't take my mind fo you...
Tears sometimes even roll out my eyes..

I miss you so..
Wishing to be with you every moment..

How sad my life is without you
How lonely it is without you
How Gloomy it is without you..

I miss you o' so much..
Think of my words i wish to be with you..

I hope these words will come true...

EY or MY

My choice...
Is hard to choose.
2 girls i love
Both are impossible..
Both are both Beautiful in unimaginable ways
and both are good friends towards me...
Choices...

Love is something you can't control
Feelings...
Emotions...

Are something that is impossible to steer and move your way...

Love is the same

' Where Did My Baby Go'
by John Legend..

Listen to that...
Songs really express how i feel...

There are still the Good in Life...

Good thing is :
(1) Yuan Jia is staying over at my house!
(2) Weee! Gonna Be fun !
(3) Learn new basketball skill from him!
(4) Agian.. Was F#@CKING FUN!

So Dun look so bad into life..
but look on the good side of it...

Dun be like me so emo..
But for me 70% of miy life is bad

So Be Happy...

I'll Be There...

"Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there ..."

I'll Be There - Jackson 5

The best of all...

The words so powerful
so meaningful and deep...

I'll Be There For You
Just Call My name
And I'll Be There...

The Nightmare I'm In...

I have woken today
into a bliss dream
that turned into a nightmare..

The surroundings i see is hurt so badly
there is nothing i can do to change it
The one i Love was taken away
The friends i had became traitors of trust

Returning with a reason
that became a waste
Hoping a welcome
Not a curse

Hoping for care
Not hatred

Hoping for love
not ignorance

Neither i have
None that i hope
but those that i neglect

O' I can't bare the pain from this nightmare

Traitors!

I TRUSTED YOU BUT THIS IS WHAT I GET!
BETRAYED!
I SUFFERED AND RETURNED AND THIS IS WHAT I GET!
HATRED!

When will this nightmare end..
I wonder...

A Poem by, Wilson Ho
[ His famous quote : Do not let life get the better of you , but get the better of life... ]

Love = Lust [ It Will Not Last ]

"Every time those words are said
My heart really aches

Everytime i see your face
I hope to see it one more time again

Everytime I'm beside you
I wish to stay longer and teman you..

But everytime he comes
and my heart burn through and through..

And These Are My Words For You.."

To the Love of my life i say this..
But once it is over it is done i will say no more of these suffering words..

I'm Fed-up with Sch00L...

Gloomy it seems...
My sis has gone still miss her o so much...
ARGH!
2 things now in my mind one is my sis
the other is
I'm so FED-UP!

I am blame for something i did not do...
and ppl are angry at me for it...
the reason i went back to Sunway...
I have 2...
one is a secret.. the other is peace and quite...
but once i get back problems start up which some how magically involves me..

Haiz..
Speechless

She Has Left...

Today 27th of July...
My sis has left to aussie..
so very very very sad...
really miss her...
so no mood la...

so gloomy... such an empty feeling...
haiz...
pain from family and friends...
is so much to bear...

"13 Months" is the name of my 'mungkin-mungkin' band...

Today a thought came to mind...
i wanna start a band...
name flow into my mind too...
but among all i think i will call it...
"'13 months"

Sound cool to me...
It will be of course part heavy metal part pop rock...
i think...

Songs will be out as soon as PMR is over...
lol

So i end my posting here...

Animal I Have Become...

"So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal !"

I can't help to change and become the inner evil animal i have become...
it feels so enraged and painful but... releasing feels good...

Do listen to the song in my blog
[3 Days Grace - Animal I Have Become]
It means the words above...

We feel the pain so express it out
become the animal inside you...
Listen to me and the Devil befalls...

BaCk AgAiN... lol

Well... It's been a while now.. since i last blogged... had no time and very very very lazy...
begining to feel bored about blogging d...
then... suddenly i feel so sad and depress... so come here let it out once more...
so welcome back lar...