I'll Be There...

"Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there ..."

I'll Be There - Jackson 5

The best of all...

The words so powerful
so meaningful and deep...

I'll Be There For You
Just Call My name
And I'll Be There...

The Nightmare I'm In...

I have woken today
into a bliss dream
that turned into a nightmare..

The surroundings i see is hurt so badly
there is nothing i can do to change it
The one i Love was taken away
The friends i had became traitors of trust

Returning with a reason
that became a waste
Hoping a welcome
Not a curse

Hoping for care
Not hatred

Hoping for love
not ignorance

Neither i have
None that i hope
but those that i neglect

O' I can't bare the pain from this nightmare

Traitors!

I TRUSTED YOU BUT THIS IS WHAT I GET!
BETRAYED!
I SUFFERED AND RETURNED AND THIS IS WHAT I GET!
HATRED!

When will this nightmare end..
I wonder...

A Poem by, Wilson Ho
[ His famous quote : Do not let life get the better of you , but get the better of life... ]

Love = Lust [ It Will Not Last ]

"Every time those words are said
My heart really aches

Everytime i see your face
I hope to see it one more time again

Everytime I'm beside you
I wish to stay longer and teman you..

But everytime he comes
and my heart burn through and through..

And These Are My Words For You.."

To the Love of my life i say this..
But once it is over it is done i will say no more of these suffering words..

I'm Fed-up with Sch00L...

Gloomy it seems...
My sis has gone still miss her o so much...
ARGH!
2 things now in my mind one is my sis
the other is
I'm so FED-UP!

I am blame for something i did not do...
and ppl are angry at me for it...
the reason i went back to Sunway...
I have 2...
one is a secret.. the other is peace and quite...
but once i get back problems start up which some how magically involves me..

Haiz..
Speechless

She Has Left...

Today 27th of July...
My sis has left to aussie..
so very very very sad...
really miss her...
so no mood la...

so gloomy... such an empty feeling...
haiz...
pain from family and friends...
is so much to bear...

"13 Months" is the name of my 'mungkin-mungkin' band...

Today a thought came to mind...
i wanna start a band...
name flow into my mind too...
but among all i think i will call it...
"'13 months"

Sound cool to me...
It will be of course part heavy metal part pop rock...
i think...

Songs will be out as soon as PMR is over...
lol

So i end my posting here...

Animal I Have Become...

"So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal!
This animal, this animal !"

I can't help to change and become the inner evil animal i have become...
it feels so enraged and painful but... releasing feels good...

Do listen to the song in my blog
[3 Days Grace - Animal I Have Become]
It means the words above...

We feel the pain so express it out
become the animal inside you...
Listen to me and the Devil befalls...

BaCk AgAiN... lol

Well... It's been a while now.. since i last blogged... had no time and very very very lazy...
begining to feel bored about blogging d...
then... suddenly i feel so sad and depress... so come here let it out once more...
so welcome back lar...