Losing everything...

It's a sad day today..

I just lost everything I had..

My love and my game..

Evelyn... I have loved you and cared for you... there I said it.. for a long time...

but why can't I be the one... why?!

Instead... (sigh) maybe it's my fault I dunno... Ok FINE! what ever I said I'm sorry.. but what you did was seriously unfair...

I deserved better from what I did.. I cared for you soooo much...

I know you had your time... I waited.. and in the mean time... (sigh) I had to find out about this the hard way...

And now.. I just lost my game... the only sport I am most interested in..

I can't go..

And the 2nd thing I do best is gonna be taken away soon too..

My guitar... (sigh)

I'm losing everything...

Ee Yen if you're reading this.. know this..

I have lost too much... I can't lose you...

Take me as I am..

Cause I was too scared to start...

Now I'm too scared to let you go...